Pain Comforted

[kymley]

Pain Comforted

By Kymley 
About: Kevin, Scotty, Kitty and Jason
Rate: PG 
Disclaimer: Not mine. Just messing with the characters if B&S
Summary: Kevin doesn’t have any real friends; who does he turn to when he finds out that Scotty cheated on him

Written for Love Bingo Prompt - Comfort

“I did something” “There was someone else” “We can’t fix it”

The words keep circulating in his head; what had happened between them that Scotty could do this to him. He needed to talk someone; he didn’t have that many real friends, he had people he knew and even some he liked but someone he could actually talk to was rare.

He knew that Scotty had proper friends; though they might only see each other rarely they were still friends, he had Mario and Jordan and a few others. All Kevin had was his family and he didn’t want to go to his family with this. He was in his car driving around but couldn’t figure out where to go.

His Mum was definitely a no; it was too similar a situation for him. William cheating on Nora was bad enough; how did he end up being Nora in this situation, he always thought he would be William in this situation. That was until he meet Scotty, all he wanted was Scotty.

Now he lost him; his marriage could well be over, he was about to lose his family. He turned and started to drive to Sarah’s place instead but figured she was too happy with Luc right now to be sympathetic and she’s nearly had an affair before. Kitty was still on the rebound and Justin wasn’t in a good place over Rebecca. None of them would provide the comfort that Scotty would give him.

Then he got idea; he changed directions and started to head towards the graveyard. His Mum had told him about the times she had talked to William; that it relieved some of tension and the emotions that went with it.

He got out the car and headed towards the grave. He sat down in front of it; slightly awkward and feeling stupid but he gave it a go.

“I really don’t know what to do” Kevin stated “maybe if you were here you could help me, advice me. I know our situations were different but at least maybe you could have put it all into perceptive” Kevin started to laugh.

“I really need to talk to you” Kevin continued “how do we get pass this; do I even want to. I know that there must have been a reason behind it but I still can’t explain it. What kind of reason could there have been to do this to me or to anyone”

He stopped talking for a while; trying to breathe through the pain he was experiencing. He was worried he’d start to hyperventilate if he didn’t.

“You know what makes it worse, besides the fact that I have no one to talk to, is that I never even saw it coming. I know we were going through a rough patch but does that excuse it and why does he tell me now; when we are finally in a good place. Nothing makes sense”.

Kevin finally let go of his emotions and starts to cry; he just sit there and cries for what seems like an age until his phone rings. It’s Scotty; he doesn’t even have to look at it to know that it is Scotty.

“Time to face it I guess” Kevin says as he stands and looks down at the grave.

“I really do miss you” Kevin states with a small smile on his face “I’ll visit more often” and he actually means it; he feels that at least part of his anxiety is gone and he felt comfort at least for a small moment.  

“Goodbye Robert” he says just before he leaves the graves side and walks back to the car with the knowledge that maybe he doesn’t know what will happen but he knows that if his marriage can’t survive this he’ll lose more than his partner but another friend as well.

The End

Comments

[walkersfics.livejournal.com]

"I really do miss you" if anyone had told kevin he wold say those words to robet whn they first met, he would have probably hit them in the back of the head with a frying pan.

you get to write one story for every word in the card or yo choose just a few?

[kymley.livejournal.com]

Lol, you and your frying pans - determined that someone should get hit with one. So true, but that is what the series gave use in the end - I'm actually thinking of some more stories with or about Robert.

From what I understand it's a story per a square - make a line and you get Bingo - doesn't matter what they are about though - next ones will probable be a story - just trying to figure out which line I like the best :)

[laira26.livejournal.com]

Brilliant! I always wanted to see the reactions of Kevin and Scotty after Scotty confesed. I actually can see Kevin looking for a friend, he told he didn't want his family to know and he doesn't have friends, so it will be possible for him to visit Robert's grave.

"with the knowledge that maybe he doesn’t know what will happen but he knows that if his marriage can’t survive this he’ll lose more than his partner but another friend as well"
Perfect line. It is beautiful, sad and so true!

I agree with Kevin that nothing makes sense! Season 5 still has the power to hurt me, I can't watch an episode without feeling bad, which is crazy because they are fictional characters but I can't help it! :)

[kymley.livejournal.com]

Oh, if you like that you might like one of the stories I'm working on - based around the same time and them going through counselling

Yeah, nothing about season five really made any sense to me either; or to most fans - that's where the story Premonition came from. An Ideal Husband gets me every time - it hurts to see Kevin in so much pain and there is nothing you can do - might be fictional but Matthew Rhys makes it real for us - a sign of a truly amazing actor :)

[walkersfics.livejournal.com]

oh my god you and i share a brain!!! i was thining about a counseling fic too!!!

[kymley.livejournal.com]

Lol, great minds - people are going to get confused with the stories; should be fun

[ihrtmr.livejournal.com]

Reminded me of the episode where Robert compliments Kevin; Kevin staring at him says "Are we gonna hug now?"

They had the perfect friendship....

[kymley.livejournal.com]

Thanks :)

I realizing that I actually did miss Robert in the last season - didn't quite expect that - they had a good friendship by the end of season four and it happened so gradually that I didn't really notice it

[coconutlime2012.livejournal.com]

Great fic! I'm not the greatest fan of Robert but I did somewhat like his friendship with Kevin. But, tbh, I actually thought Kevin was visiting William! So def enjoyed seeing that it was Robert :)

[kymley.livejournal.com]

Thanks - glad you liked it - yeah, wasn't a big fan of Robert either but then Luc/Sarah came along.

Good, you were supposed to think it might be Willam at least for some time of it :)