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Love at Sea – Part 22

By Kymley 
About: Kevin and Scotty
Rate: PG
Disclaimer: Not mine. Just messing with the characters if B&S
Summary: AU this is my first try at this one. So at the moment I’ve been writing about a case study for my course; this makes me feel like I’m still doing uni work

A/N - Thanks to those that are still reading this story - it's been a long time coming - hoping to be posting more often than recent times. 

Time has no meaning as Kevin and Scotty sit together holding hands and looking deep into each others’ eyes. Neither had any idea how long they had stayed but Kevin knew that it must have been longer than the time it would take to change his trousers.

“I should go” Kevin said not actually moving or wanting to move.

“I know” Scotty said agreeing with Kevin but still neither of them were moving.

“I don’t want to go” Kevin says quietly “I don’t want to let you go”.

“If you let me I would stay here forever” Scotty replied “but I know we can’t have that” he continued admitting defeat.

“I do want that Scotty” Kevin said truthfully with every fibre of his body.

“And I do believe you” Scotty said finally actually believing Kevin “we should go”.

They stood up and made their way to the door but before they went to reach to open the door.

Scotty gasped a breath and grabbed hold of Kevin and drew him into a passionate and intense kiss; both of the men put everything they could into the kiss as they both knew it would be the last one they would share.

It was a goodbye kiss and they both knew it as they drew apart and pretended it didn’t happen as they left Kevin’ room and said their final goodbyes and parted their ways. 

***

Kevin started to walk back to the Saloon and his family with his head bowed downwards and not acting like the gentleman he was supposed to be.

He was so busy he nearly walked straight into someone; he didn’t even really notice it was actually Emily until moments later when she said his name hesitantly.

Emily had moved backwards down the hall when Kevin started to walk her direction so that she could pretend she hadn’t been listening to conversation between the man and Kevin.

It hadn’t been necessary though since Kevin was so wrapped up in himself and his thoughts he didn’t even seem to know who he was let alone where he was going.

He just looked lost.

“Oh, hello, dear” Kevin said plastering on a smile when he recognized that it was Emily in front of him.

He took hold of Emily’ arms as he drew her toward him and gave her a kiss on the edge of her mouth.

“I was just coming back to find you” Kevin said honestly; it was the truth after all. As he put Scotty out of his mind and focused on the woman he was planning on spending the rest of his life with.

“We were growing concerned about you” Emily said “I thought I’d better come and find you; though there is no obligation to return to the Saloon” she continued witnessing Kevin come apart in front of her; no matter how composed he seemed in front of her.

“Let’s go back to our room” Emily continued taking hold of Kevin’s arm and pushing him in the direction of their room which she knows that he and the handsome young man had just left from.

And Kevin just lets it happen; he is so completely lost.

***

They got back to their room and were in complete silence as they entered into the room and Emily directed Kevin to the bed.

“Emily” Kevin said gentle trying to get the words out that he didn’t want to bed her; not now, well in actuality not EVER “I’m really not in...” he stopped speaking when Emily interrupted him.

“I know” Emily said carefully thinking neither was she now that she knew the real reason she said with Kevin was to be with Justin

“I think it’s been an emotional day for us and we could do with some rest; just to sleep” she smiled shyly glad that Kevin wasn’t going to push for sex.

“Let’s just lie down for some time” Emily said realizing that she hadn’t lied that she was emotional drained.

On autopilot they undressed and got into bed; this time they cuddled up together wanting some comfort.

This might not be what everyone would think that a recently engaged couple would be doing but for them it was the right thing to do.

For it was comfort that they desired and nothing else from each other.

***

Scotty walked away from Kevin not even baring to look back because he knew that if he did he would fall apart and he wanted Kevin to know that he could cope with the situation.

Or maybe he wanted Kevin to think that it didn’t hurt as much as it really did but he had already been too honest with Kevin to able to fool him.

He just needed to get as far as away from Kevin as he possible could; he started to walk away to his private quarters when he realized he would be needed in the kitchen.

If he was about to lose Kevin he was determined to not lose his career at the same time.

And then he hurried off back to the kitchen hoping this his sanctuary will protect him from the pain he is experience.

End of Part 22

Date: 2011-12-05 09:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] marea67.livejournal.com
Awwww, so much complications.... :(

Date: 2011-12-07 03:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kymley.livejournal.com
Yep, and I just make it worse

Date: 2011-12-05 09:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] walkersfics.livejournal.com
just have emily and kevin be honest!!!!

i can't take this anymore, this ship is taking so long to sink!!! :p

Date: 2011-12-07 03:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kymley.livejournal.com
Yes they do :)

We either - going to start skipping the timeline just to get to the point where the ship is going to sink

Date: 2011-12-05 09:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yinyang077.livejournal.com
NO WAY THIS IS HAPPENING :( this is self-inflicted com on boys, kevin n emily r cuddling up and now dont tell me scotty is going looking for his part tim lover :( ohh (((H)))
painfuly waitin for the next chapter

Date: 2011-12-07 04:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kymley.livejournal.com
I'll give some relief and say Scotty is just focusing on his food from now on.
Next will be up tonight - so not too long to wait this time :)

Date: 2011-12-07 04:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] walkersfics.livejournal.com
yay for posting tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Date: 2011-12-07 05:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kymley.livejournal.com
I'm going to try to post more often - this story needs to be finished and then I can focus on some others

Date: 2012-02-23 12:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tiffanie39.livejournal.com
Those poor guys and Emily too.

Date: 2012-02-24 01:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kymley.livejournal.com
:( There is a lot of pain to go around

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