Love at Sea - Part 10

[kymley]

Love at Sea – Part 10

By Kymley
About: Kevin and Scotty
Rate: PG
Disclaimer: Not mine. Just messing with the characters if B&S
Summary: AU this is my first try at this one. So at the moment I’ve been writing about a case study for my course; this makes me feel like I’m still doing uni work.

A/N - so still struggling with this one - but Walkerfics asked for another chapter and I happen to have one but not anymore for a while; sorry guys.

Scotty walked away from Kevin and his parents; not sure what to do with himself, he want...no, wait, he needed to be with Kevin. He knew it was true as soon as he thought it, he had never felt this connection before. It scared him, but more than scaring him, he was excited; he wanted to feel what Kevin would be like to kiss, to touch more, to make love with.

He ended up wandering around the ships’ dock, not really paying attention to what he was doing or where he was going; he was just deep in his thoughts and the memory of that subtle touch they had given each other with their hands. He had that memories engraved in his mind and he knew nothing would ever replace the feelings he felt at that moment. He felt alive.

He was still walking when he heard a couple talking; it sounded like a private conservation, but one thing he knew for sure was that the man talking was Kevin and he wanted to see him again; even if it was only for a second or from a distance.

He turned around the corner and arrived at a very intimate moment when Kevin sweetly kissed Emily. A hundred emotions went through him as he watched the kiss. Jealousy; he want to be the person that Kevin was kissing. Anger; angry with Kevin for having a girlfriend or is it a wife and not telling. Stupid; for not realizing that Kevin was in a relationship – he had seen him with the women earlier. Sad; because he knew nothing could happen between them now. Pity; for the women that he was with, did she know he was a cheater or a homosexual. Hurt; mostly hurt because he had wanted Kevin so much and now it was clear he could have him.
 

He stayed still a second longer and the turned around and walked away; back to his room, alone and empty.
 

Once he was in his bed he allowed the tears to come that he wouldn’t earlier and he cried for moments they had, the moments they could have had and he continued to cry until he finally fell asleep.
 

****
 

Kevin watched as he knew Scotty walked away from him; he was torn between his desire to run after Scotty and explain the situation and the fact that Emily meant nothing compared to what he had felt earlier with Scotty. That and the desire to keep in a secret, he didn’t know how he would explain the absence to Emily; there was no logical excuse.
 

He admitted defeat and walked into the room and to the bed in front of him rather than the bed he wanted to be in.
 

He changed into his pyjamas that Emily had obvious lain out at some point; he went to change in the bathroom and then got into the bed. Both of them lay on their separate side of the bed, barely touching each other and said goodnight, after being together for nearly a year they had gotten used to this and fell asleep quickly and quietly.
 

Though admittedly it took Kevin a little more time to fall asleep than normal due to the fact his mind was busy with thoughts of Scotty.
 

****
 

William and Nora walking out of Justin’ room both refusing to look back at their son. Neither said anything but both were wondering why he would have done this. It didn’t make any sense, they would have given him anything he wanted, they always had, even with his problems they still cherished and spoilt him. And then he steals from them.
 

“I don’t understand” Nora says quietly.
 

“Neither do I” William agreed, he wasn’t angry anymore, he was hurt more than anything.
 

“At least we have the ring back” Nora said trying to change the subject.
 

“Yes” William said in agreement but it only proved the fact that Justin had stolen it from them in the first place.
 

“Stall we go and give it the Kevin now?” Nora asked worried about Williams’ behaviour.
 

“No” William said “that wouldn’t be a good idea” he continued.
 

“Why not” Nora said not understand why it would be a bad idea.
 

“Because” William said wondering if he had married an idiot for the first time in his marriage “Emily would be there and what excuse would we have to see that at this time of night” as he kept a tight fist on the ring box.
 

“Oh, yes, you’re right” Nora said, a light switch had been turned on in her head in of sudden “That makes perfect sense, I just knew the Kevin wanted to ring and I didn’t think about it” she said defending her action.
 

“It’s okay” William said taking her arm “we can give it to him in the morning. For now it’s late, lets’ go to bed”.
 

“Yes” Nora agreed.

They walked in comfortable silence; both thinking about the disappoint in Justin and the excitement and mixed feelings of Kevin, the ring, 

Emily and their engagement that will be announced any day now.
 

****
 

That night two men in two different rooms but on the same ship fell asleep wishing to be with each other but knowing they couldn’t.
 

They fell asleep thinking of each other.
 

They dreamed of each other.
 

And they both woke up in the middle of the night on fire from the dream; hot and sweating from the intense dream they had shared together.
 

End of Part 10

 

Comments

[walkersfics.livejournal.com]

oh my that was so sad! scotty's ex lover needs to do something!!!!!

i hope yo ge your inspiration back so you can continue tis story

[kymley.livejournal.com]

Yeah - I think I having a bit of difficulty with trying to get them together and trying to also respect the time period.

Hopefully something will click at some point but really now I should get of this site and finish writing my assignment that is due in, in two days

[marea67.livejournal.com]

I do hope that you will continue this story.

[kymley.livejournal.com]

Me too - I'll try once this current assignment is out of the way :)

[luna-veritas.livejournal.com]

Ohhh loved the end of this chap! Looking forward to more.

[kymley.livejournal.com]

I have a couple of paragraphs wrote for the next one but stuck again and I have work to do - which should be more important though for some reason I'd rather sit down and write more stories; oops might have a slight addiction

[tiffanie39.livejournal.com]

The fact that this is different intrigues me the most. You are doing a great job with it. Loved the ending of this chapter. Hope to see more when you get a chance.

[kymley.livejournal.com]

Thanks so much - glad you liked it.

We'll see - my laptop just died on me today and I much prefer to write stories when I'm relaxed in bed, lol. We will wait and see!

[pocacat.livejournal.com]

Sorry hon, I thought I had replied the first time I read this, but obviously I haven't! (Didn't know what I was thinking, probably, I wasn't thinking :D)

Anyway, I love this part even it's a bit sad. But I love the fact that now Kevin and Scotty acknowledged to themselves about their feeling towards the other, even they didn't know it's mutual yet. I hope whatever hot and intense dream that woke them up, brought them together. The deck's always a good place to cool off. :)

Hope you got your inspiration back soon on this one! Or as soon as your internship ends. :)

[kymley.livejournal.com]

Maybe they will - haven't quite figured that out - really am stuck with this one - maybe I'm putting too much pressure on it to be right, I don't know.